一个人的时候

今天，是我这个月第一次星期天待在家。当一个人静静地在房间里的时候，我想了好多好多事情。
我是不是应该调整一下自己呢？
我对将来又有什么打算呢？
不管在工作上，感情上，还是友情，总觉得我一直都做得不够好，到底是怎么样了呢？
是我在给自己要求吗？
是，我相信每个人都会设定一些要求给自己吧，以求做人做到最好啊！

是的。我是应该好好地想想，好好地plan一plan。
把所有应该要做的事写下来，一一把它达到。
在这一杀那，我很想知道，我在朋友的心目中是个怎样的人。
优柔果断？天真？
不如，你们来告诉我吧！
朋友们，不妨告诉我，你觉得我是怎样的人呢？
好想好想知道哦！
不管是好的，不好的，难听的，我都一一接受。
这样，我才能知道，我应该要做什么改变来调整自己！


加油 - LM

阿密特世界巡迴演唱會

今天看到一则令我感到兴奋的新闻，就是我期待已久的 A Mei 演唱会。上次阿妹來馬舉辦的《張惠妹STAR Tour2009大馬演唱會》，也就是今年3月，我因为没有人陪我去看，而错失了那次机会，这次我一定要去看。

新闻报道说这次的《阿密特世界巡迴演唱會》，阿妹是以“分身”阿密特的身分“首次”來馬開唱！阿密特屬“新人”，所以这次歌迷們必须在燈牌或布條改换名字，要醒目一點寫上“阿密特”，而不是“阿妹”！如果叫錯名字還會被糾正噢！張惠妹的經紀人陳鎮川还說2年內都不會做“張惠妹”的演唱會，想看的話就趁熱啦！所以，朋友们，如果你也有兴趣，想看A Mei的演唱会，就不要错过了。

新闻报道说 - “但是值得爭議的是，阿密特在廣州演唱會上大唱粗口歌詞“It’s bullshit”，還手銬鐵鍊大玩SM造型，但據主辦單位負責人表示，這些場面應該不會出現在大馬的演唱會里，有關演出內容還得商討后再決定，因此粉絲們也很難看到阿密特的勁爆演出，性感的舞台服裝也不可能出現了！” 如果真是这样，就有点可惜了！希望可以看到不一样的A Mei。

So, 我要快点存钱买票了！现在还没公布《阿密特世界巡迴演唱會》将会在几时开始售卖。一切都要守住新闻，电台的报道。

好兴奋将有机会看張惠妹的演唱會 - LM -

痛苦的Sunday 20091213

Today supposed is a wonderful day for me. I supposed to go to meet my mum at Cheras now, then teman her until tonight. But..but.. last night after I attended Eddy's wedding dinner, reached home, my left wisdom tooth started to feel pain, and I can feel my whole left wisdom tooth is swollen (bengkak). I try to sleep, but the pain make me hard to sleep. Fortunately, I still can sleep for few hours. At the beginning, I thought the pain will over after sleep. But, I felt more painful at this morning after I woke up. T_T

I can't tahan the pain. The swollen area of my wisdom tooth make me totally cant eat. Drink water become a very hard action for me. So, I faster browse through internet to get those dental which is opened today around my place. After get few, haven a simple milk breakfast, my dear fetch me go find those dental clinics. At this difficult moment, very thanks to Sim Ying, my best friend, who keep helping me to find where else got the dental center is open today. After almost 1 hour finding around here and there, finally I get a dental at PJ New Town. Thanks God!

Within 10 mins check up, the doctor said my wisdom tooth is under inflammation. At this moment, he cant do anything on it, because it will bring more pain to me. He just can give me pain killer and antibiotic to consume to reduce the pain. I think the pain killer is not strong medicine, after I consume it, it does not reduce the pain immediately, but after 2 hours. Now, after dinner, I consume 2nd times of the pain killer, but dont know y my wisdom tooth felt pain again. My mouth cannot close properly. Blessing now. Wish it gonna be alright after I consume 3rd time of the pain killer.

And hopefully tomorrow it wont feel so pain anymore..

Blessing now - LM -

4th year Anniversary

Time pass so fast. 4 years. I have been together with my dear - Tommy - 4 years already. Yesterday is our 4th years Anniversary, Thanks God! Let us got such a chance along together for this 4 years.

Such a memorable day, sure we went to celebrate it. Yesterday we took 1 day leave and went out to having a great day together. Although not so special, but I feel very happy and enjoy. We went to Tony Roma's Steak house at The Garden, Mid Valley to have our lunch there. Ya, the food is nice there and price is reasonable. Portion of the food is large, except the set lunch. Set lunch is having a normal portion, but is enough for 1 person. (Have a look on the pictures I uploaded below.) Although I just ate starter, but I felt very full. Anyway, it is a place that I'll go for another time.

After a great lunch, suppose we planned to watch a movie, but unfortunately, all the movies are not our cup of tea, are not so high expectation to watch at cinema. Therefore, we went to have other activity which is SingK at RedBox. =D It is a bit expensive, about RM30 per person after included tax and service charge. Actually the expensive thing is on its tibits only, the tibit charge RM9 per bowl. #@$%*(&%! Except this, it is good as tea time buffet is served and we are allowed to sing 4 hours at least from 2pm++ to 6pm. It's 1st time only 2 of us singK for 4 hours. Tired and sore throat after singK. XD














Anyway, we really have a great day yesterday! And wish we can last forever!

Dear, 谢谢你一直以来的容忍，一直以来不离不弃，我知道我们能在一起，是一种缘分，我会珍惜的！Thanks and I Love U!

By having a great bf - LM -

Christmas is coming soon

Jingle Bell... Jingle Bell...Jingle All the Way....

Ya... Christmas is coming soon... XD
Yesterday I went to buy a Christmas tree from Jusco. It finally been decorated and put at the living room of my house after few hours decoration. Felt tired after that. But, feel very happy cause this year got enough money to spend to buy this Christmas tree which I wish to have it very long time ago... Haha... Don't know why I like it so much. May be is because of I can decorate the tree by myself, hang up all those christmas balls myself. It's so colorful. I Like It!

Beside is the photo that I asked Wendy took for my Christmas tree. Decorated by me and Dear. Is it very nice? Haha.. I bought green normal Christmas tree, cos it looks natural, white Christmas tree give me a feeling of fake. But I still plan to have a white Christmas tree in the future when I got my own house. Are me greedy? Nope... Either green or white Christmas tree also has their own pretty look ah, so I just wish to have both of them in my house only.

Anyway, Wish this year will have a wonderful Christmas and New Year too. =D

哭过就好了

Recently, I very like to listen to this song, 
梁文音-哭过就好了. It is a very nice song. 
And I like the title of the song. Meaning, everything 
will be fine after cry when u face any problems, troubles,
or feeling sad. It's true also. Cry sometimes is a good 
release for us. It helps us to pull out our sadness from 
our heart, our mind, our brain... So, don't say cry is 
not good lo.. :)

Enjoy the song ya!



不喜欢怀疑什麽
并不表示我 没有感受
看你微妙的变化 慢慢不同
我不是生气 只是心痛
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说
你会这麽做是我的错
哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
最讨厌被误会了
但越解释越觉得难过
你可以说人会变 但不能说
你会这麽做是我的错
哭过就好了 伤都会好的
这样相信所以深呼吸着割舍
爱是为了拥抱 为了牵手
不是为了争吵 为了调头
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了
越多美好堆叠的过往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲伤
要找勇气却不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某个地方
哭过就好了 痛都会走的
记忆有限 所以它会淘汰坏的
失眠听歌 想念虽然苦涩
还是谢谢你让我长大了 

Form6的那2年

突然之间想起我form6的那2年，那2年发生了很多事，有快乐的，有悲伤的！我还记得我因为一件事，而去剪头发，剪了一头很难看的发行。

第一年，我和一个拍拖3个月的男朋友分手了。在我伤心的时候，他一直陪伴着我，逗我开心，帮我忘记分手的痛。我们虽然没有时常见面，但有时都会传简讯沟通，联络。过了一段时间，有可能是日久生情吧，我开始喜欢上他了。我没有勇气说出口，因担心说出了，如果失败，有可能就没了这朋友。所以我都一直隐藏我的心。

一直到第二年的情人节，他虽然没有约我出去，但他竟然买了一个将近150cm的snoopy公仔，拿到来我家，把它送给我。他那时候因为运动后很累，只说了几句话就走了。那天，我才知道原来他也是喜欢我的。过了那天，我还以为他会找机会跟我讲清楚，但是却没有。我也不知都为何自己却没有勇气去问他，我们俩的关系。就这样，我们拖了半年，一点进展也没有。

在8月最后一个礼拜的某个晚上，刚巧我一位男性好朋友在我家复试功课，他打了电话给我，说很想我陪他出去走走，吃宵夜。我那个时候，“重色轻友”，就答应了他，然后叫我那好朋友回家去。怎么知道他人已在我家外面，看到了我那男性好朋友从我家走出来，就这样，他就驾车走了。我打电话给他，他不接。我很怕他误会，很想和他解释，就传简讯给他说个清楚，但他只回复我 - “不吃了，我很累，我想回家”。什么也没说。

过了几天，我既然在街上看到他拖着一位女生的手，那女生我也认识的。在没有预料之下，我无法接受这事实。我心崩溃了，心碎了，心有说不出的痛。我强忍着眼泪，回到家去。在家，我眼泪不受我控制，不停地掉下来。我一直问自己，为什么？他不是前几天才要找我出去吗？为什么所有一切会在几天后且然不同。我不明白，也不甘心。

过了一天，我鼓起勇气，打电话给他，他不接，我就传简讯。 最后我得到的答案竟然是-“事情都已经发生了，现在即使你知道当中的理由，又有何用呢？” 看到这一句，我的心真的很痛。为什么他不能告诉我原因？这个答案也是我到现在都很想知道的。虽然那个答案，那个原因，那个理由有可能我知道了会很难过，但至少我知道，总好过我不知道。

自从他拍拖之后，我们也没有见面了，我和他也变得相似陌生人一样，再也没有联络。也因为发生了这件事，我心想剪头发，换个新面貌，从新出发。怎知道，我却剪了一头难看的头发，还我那一年都不敢拍照。

写这一遍，只是要把这以前不开心的事，从我心中拿走。。
现在我有一个很好的男朋友，对我很好，很照顾我。我会很珍惜这一切。很珍惜眼前人。。
看将来，不要再记得不开心的事了！

加油！ 丽雯