Wish to have more POWER

I always worry or scare on something new to me. I always lack of brave to fight the things i need, fight to get the things i wish to have. I always do not have enough confident to do everything. These are my weak points. I really wish to overcome all these to make myself more powerful to handle my life.


Wish to ask HOW? Anyone can teach me how to gain more brave? how to gain more confident? How ? How?
These obstacles are blocked me many months already. I really wish to change, wish to jump over those obstacles to another step of life.. 


By Keep thinking HOW to become More CONFIDENT, BRAVE, POWER - Lawins

Emotional

Although it was over, but I wish to write out here to always remind myself - DO NOT SO EMOTIONAL anymore. 

I realized that my works make me be emotional in office and get too emotional on works recently just because the project. The project supposed gonna finish in 6 months, but finally, due to change request from end users, the project schedule is expanded to 1 year. Now, it is live. I thought it is time to leave the project and the project will be on going smoothly. BUT, we can't change the fade, the project returns with lots of change requests, issues, and bugs. 

Yesterday, again, I almost argued with my project team lead due to the change request. I really don't understand and don't agree that requests from end users. The changes are not to change slightly, to make the report/features better, but, the changes are totally change the features/reports to another new 1. These made me felt that what I had done previously are WASTED, RUBBISH. What for?! I really feel sad on it. BUT, no matter how, "users are always right". 

Thus, I need to change, don't let the works make me be emotional, don't get too emotional on works. I should familiar with this kind of situation. My life should fulfill with full of joy and happiness.

BY ready to go on 的 赖微思

人不应只看一面

我发现，其实，我们不应只看人的一面。。何谓一面呢？我说的一面是我们不应只听一个人的片面之词，应该听各有关人士的话语，才裁判到底是谁对谁错，不应太早下定论。。

我曾经因为只听甲的comment，然后就断定是乙的错，后来才发现原来不是这样的，也因此而误会了乙。我也曾经被人因此也误会了我。所以呢，有时候，不应只听一人的话，就做出决定，可想想，甲也未必知道整件事情的来龙去脉，他也有可能只是可旁听者。。。

我真不想自己被人这样误会，也不想自己因这样去误会别人。。

朋友，是应该多点信任，适当的关心，适当的关怀。如果他只是初犯，我们就不认他做朋友，未免太绝了！身边多个朋友，好过多个敌人。。